Does God see my anguish?
Does God see my pain?
And the burden I bear
That drives me insane?
Does He ever see me
When I cry in my bed?
Does He see my broken spirit,
Or the tears that I shed?
This fight I've been going through
Is taking its toll.
All the life and the joy
Being sucked from my soul.
So that now I feel nothing,
Nearly dead inside.
And it's harder to speak out
Than it is to hide.
This battle I'm fighting
Every second, and every day,
Has managed to break me
In every single way.
I never do know
When it comes or when it goes.
But I know that I'm wounded
From my head to my toes.
Oh Lord, don't you see
I give up, I can't fight.
Dear Father, I beg of you,
Please hear my plight!
Written around April 2018.